Childhood

People always see and think about the future and sometimes they never want to see their past. Just like me. But kinda weird if you dont want to see your past, I mean, your 'happy' past event. 

But I want to flashback today!

Remembering my first concert, my first love, my first friends, or whatever it is, sometimes could make me laugh, but sometimes also could make me sad. I really couldn't believe that I've got my first love on 2nd grade in elementary school, and I couldn't believe either that I remember my crush was love me too! eheheh. I still remember how happy am I when I'm on SMAMDA XPRESSION with my boyfriend. I still remember how maudlin am I when my mom left me when I'm in school (sure it's elementary school!) eheheh, great past by the way.

Everyone has different stories about their own childhood. Sometimes they want to come back to their childhood (so do I) because they feel so bored about their life now. My Mom ever said that she loves her childhood because its an amazing childhood, of couse it is. She used to live in a village and in her age, there are many traditional games or toys which is really fun. Different with my childhood : sleeping, pre - school, watching tv, playing with and epic and old gameboy, and sleeping, school, studying, and so on. 

It happened to me until now. And I wonder how happy is it to be my mom, or dad, or someone else that used to having childhood in 1970 - 1990.

By the way, I've found my photo when I was 5 (or 4?) years old. eheheheh

me on the right side, look like Dora the Explorer, isn't it?

xx